this is a page where i just go and type things to vent. it. helps me to deal with these emotions and putting it here makes it feel like, at least the Great Uncaring Void of Content is listening or whatever instead of it just being a text file. i'd like it if you don't read past this point, but i can't really stop you ig. each item has an attached song that reflects the emotions often just as well as the text and Fits the Moment.
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"dont worry about the crossed swords by my picture it doesn't mean anything" "you should have been paying attention to your notifications i just took [city name]" "i don't think that they're able to take a city without me telling them to" "oh they could? dang" "this is why i don't like playing militaristically, it hurts peoples feelings" "that city i just took was incredibly useful for me you don't even know" "im just playing the game the way it wants you to" - you knew this would happen. fuck you. you even POINTED OUT that it hurts peoples feelings so you clearly realized i had stopped having a fun time but proceeded to not only be apathetic but CONTINUE. i was worried something like this would happen because i Don't Play Strategy Games and was, very clearly, just Playing For Fun but i also knew that you guys took the game semiseriously and like. knew what was going on. and so like, i was worried something like this would happen and thats why i took so long to get the game. but then the sale came around the second time and [name] got the game and i kinda felt more pressured into it, like when it was just [name] and [name] it was fine but them [name] got it and i just, felt like the odd one out, and then i caved. i get into my first game and, lo and behold, this happens. you even allied with one of the people i was attacking (that you said i should attack!) WHILE i was attacking. you didn't even apologise. you didn't even apologise. you didn;t even apologide, yiu difm't ebrn spokigize/ upi fofmy rbrm s[p;phodr/ you didn't even apologise.